I do wish I can be somehow like you though. At least on the relationship part. I don't like loving someone more. You get hurts more. I wish I would go with someone that loves me more than I would love him. I tends to do more for the guys and it sucks because I like to be selfish and do more for myself. Thinking of the other person more is stressful. If something goes wrong, it's hard to let go. Finding true love is like a tease because I don't think any love is balance enough. Someone will always sacrifice more in the relationship. I will only see true love in the Chinese series.